ok
i kinda remember that i couldn't update the blog anymore
since they totally ban me
and i couldn't even go Google anymore.
some update
ernita and jason are on leave so i'm covering them for another extra week
so instead of ending on the 25, i end on the 31
but today's holiday
and i'm taking next Monday off to go back school to hand in the log book.
yea
so i guess this will most probably be my last post.
i'm glad that it's finally over
my friends at Disney in USA already ended their intern, and i'm still on going
i need my freedom. soon.

so yesterday
rechecked all sep and oct SIMs since there seem to relocating
and i updated the spreadsheet
did the Landing which took me the whole morning since it's 4 days long
printed out passport copies for someone in corporate office
yea
guess what
tomorrow's national day
i hear my friend telling me that we need to wear red and white, the national colors.
guess what i wore today
blue, black and white
rings a bell on what country uses those colors?
but i don't really understand
which is the exact independence day?
February 24 or August 20?

so tomorrow's holiday
then i work on friday till 3.30 to meet up with my teacher so it's in a way half day
my question
i  have both monday on the next 2 weeks off
i'm left with 1 leave
which day of which week should i use it on...?


ps: i'm so learning this dance
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wJcgupZ65F0
and
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=krJD2hP4F-c&feature=relmfu

alright
countdown to 25 aug is 17 more days
sorry didn't update yesterday
was on leave
yep so i'm taking a day off each week
but most probably on monday and tuesday for the next 2 weeks
since the last week's monday is a holiday due to hari raya puasa
so minus 2 days, and another 2 days for holiday ( after including national day which is this thursday... )
so it's around 13 more days?
minus 4 weekends?  i think...? so it'll be 9 days.
awesome
can't wait for friday the 24th, my last day
i'll go straight down to plaza singapura to have some wurst and play the arcade because i totally deserve it!
olympics ending 12 aug
the sports i like? equistrian, rowling, synchronized swimmung, shooting ( the one that shoots 2 flying targets ).
excluding badminton and tennis which is already what i love...


friday
checked the planned SEP dates against my spreadsheet and make admendments
created a spreadsheet for pilots who owe ernita licenses and gave it to the flight ops officers


i wonder what do you call a dream that has your fantasy yet a nightmare....
coz i just experienced one.

saturday
dental
damn that
i really hate dental
i remember acting the whole friday and saturday morning as though i was a living corpse

sunday
went to gilbert's house due to some prayer's birthday thingy
so yea
pretty much spent the whole morning and noon there
so monday i had the day off
yet i couldn't sleep late
sad

i want to eat some wurst and bacon.

YES
RUSSIA WON THE SHOOT OUT AGAINST KUWAIT!!!
SO russia got bronze, sweden got silver and UK got gold for shooting.
when russia and kuwait went for a shootout for the bronze place.
i really prayed for russia.
thank god it paid off.

Equestrian
GBR top, followed by GER
at least from where i stopped.
Germany has won 2 gold for this sport.
i can see why~
sadly canada's horse went out of control and he was eliminated..

tennis
germany vs belarus
i really thought germany would win....
sad.

which reminds me
archery solo female
The korean actually lost...to the mexican
really great match,
one of the the score was 29 - 30
meaning the mexican shot 3 10 in 1 round...
really impressive....

so
i'm going to dental tomorrow morning
can someone kill me first?
i really think dying is better than going to dental...
i really hate dental...

ok
i did checking of licenses
noted down FO's AR and IR, as well as FO and Capts' SEP
then checked all the SEP dates against the rocade one....
then last 15 mins ernita told me to send some flights "awaiting confirmation" status to the crew
which i did in a rush and went home.

which remind me
my mom had to remind me about the dental so many fucking damn times this morning
and she said "don't want go cancel la"
this is one of the many lines she'll use when she's pissed but never do.
though i really hope she will
so i didn't talk to her all morning
and she went mad
thinking i was throwing some tanthrum and started shouting at me
slamming the door when i left the house etc...
*sigh*
even if i replied to her
she'll stilll be mad
in short, nothing i did or said would change the outcome
so i shut up
and took her scoldings.

maybe this is the reason why i wanna be a M
so that i can finally get used to her scoldings without feeling so depressed and suicidal
and when i go to hell
i can actually enjoy more than suffer.
yep
i wonder would anyone help me achieve that...
maybe not..
i'm not worth anyone's time...

i think i can stop saying LRLG... i really do it on a daily basis...
Jeff from cabin crew area came over
telling me SEP for tech crew got prob
so i checked his papers against the licenses and rocade
well it's more of writing down
i'll check it today
and there was this survey from ronald in the morning which i completed in an hour and sent it to him
1/4 of reflection done. ( yep and i'm stucked )

guess what
i have 3 paid off days!!!
damn Ling who told me when i asked her the first day she said that we don't have
even our lecturer said we had two
guess what
WE HAVE 3!!! 3 FUCKING HOLIDAYS!!
* felt so cheated of feelings*
i'm so gonna spend all 3 days plus the 2 holidays in this month
which leaves me to work around around 2 weeks...
i'm ot exending
and i can't wait for an off day

too tired
proof: i can wake up even to a piano soft tone alarm
but when gilbert sms-ed me few minutes later after i said i was going to sleep
i didn't hear the ringtone
and it was loud for a goddamned 4 minutes...
*sigh*
officially too tired.

GERMANY MALE TEAM WON THE ROWLING FIRST!!!!!
*high*
totally loved the moment when their flag was hoisted into the sky with their national anthem playing
they even threw their leader into the water
priceless!
table tennis female single match
good job to singapore for winning japan with the score
11 - 9
11 - 6
11 - 6
11 - 5
4 straight wins
though i really hope some day a singapore born will play this kind of result instead....
then there was this table tennis match
player 1 -name- representing China!!!
player 2 -name- representing China!!!
i was like WTF
whoever wins also china win what
wasting my time
if they want a personal match
settle it somewhere
this is international,
not regional!
*sigh*

Sailing.
woah UK actually managed to cut through and win Greece by a bit at the last few minutes.
impressive....

It's August!!
Meaning there's.... around 20 days, minus 5 for last week that i'm not working, minus another 1 or 2 for the holiday, i'l left with around 14 days which is 2 weeks
as per my mom
lol
and most probably i won't get the full pay


yesterday
LRLG
checked the license folders and noted down all capt AR and IR
edited Ana's spreadsheet to add in new planned ones

Olympics
i seriously don't remember much...
i remember seeing canoeing, equestrian.. (germany won right...?), badminton, and a basketball ( i think it's replay ) between russia and china ( and i'm totally rooting for Russia...)

then i remember reading some fanfic before going to sleep,
dreamt that i tried to test some giant's patience and ended up smashed into the wall and ground and died coz i couldn't breathe since he was holding me down too tightly
i remembering waking up at 4 am and couldn't go back to sleep..
some fuzzy memories here before i go to bathe and ge ready for the morning...

i remember one i think it's either doubles or quad... germany rowling team was the only black boar while the rest were yellow, and they were in second up until the last lap and they got 4th i think...
pretty sad
i thought they were good
checked ipad for the result
Hacker ( a german rowler ) lost to a competitor from GBR...
wished i watched that.


----

updated 12pm
now that i included the 2 holidays... i have 16 more working days....
and countdown to 25 aug 12 is 23 more days....
23 - 16 = 7... that's 6 weekends minus today... am i right...?
i hate maths...

did landing revision license and gradesheet updating ( in short, LRLG )
too lazy
can copy paste this since i'm doing this daily.
and also replacing the standby duties with flights now that the flight pairings are made...

canoeing is really nice~~
happen to see Equestrian as well
the german really is good~ though he came in quite late....
got to see lots of nice ass~
ok that sounded wrong and it's meant to be.

archery solo.. alright alright except for the japanese....
she really can hit X...  can't remember her name but she's the left handed one.
there's rowling tonight!!!
i'm so gonna watch it.

happen to see singapore versus some countries in table tennis
there was a match where we were winning, but i had no interest... they weren't pure singaporean anyway... they are PRs.... foreign talents...

friday
recreated spreadsheet to see who i need to chase for ACRAT and INSRAT
landing, revision, bidding, update licence

I WAS TOO PRE OCCUPIED WITH WATCHING LONDON 2012 THAT I DIDN'T USE MY COMPUTER....

*achievement unlocked - not turning on the computer for the weekend*

archery male team
damn the ukraine team against the korean team
the ukraine team did so well!!!
sad they didn't win
i don't really remember
but i know italy got gold, america got silver and korea got bronze
for the male team

female team
denmark team was quite a let down... what's with that sudden rain...
and ukraine..? sad. i first time see the last shooter had only 7 seconds to prep arrow and shoot

ah well
when i saw rowling and there's germany and it's live
i went all crazy screaming in my house (alone of course) and cheering for them
Hacker ( a german solo rowler ) damn good!!

there was also this badminton between a russian and polish female
i wonder is there ever a limit to that russian's stamina
she kept jumping and running
no wonder she win.

right
canoeing
if i'm not wrong, slovenia was top till i watch it
and greece was last
that russian was cool~ not missing any gates or touching any~

right right right!!!
there was also the sailing for Men's Finn
Danmark damn good~!!
though it was fun watching how UK and croatia were so close
as in their boat were only a few metres apart and see how they try to get ahead of each other
totally awesome!!!

there was also this air rifle shooting
china top
meh
but the spanish guy did quite well i think...
( ps: and he's hot )
( pss: well i saw alot of hotties.... and even download the app and favourited them... )
sadly he got 3rd.

right
how i started it all
was so bored
switching channel
happen to see a channel with germany word in it
decided to watch it
turns out to br F1
with alonso ( spanish ) getting top, followed by germany ( who managed to cut ) UK at the last few laps during a turn

*totally high*
why am i still having intern
i wanna watch!!
didn't do any reflection or summary
my butt cant leave the sofa.
got up early morning at 7 plus on sunday to watch rematch

it all ends on 12 aug
that's 2 weeks from now
and another 2 weeks will signify the end of my intern and this blog.

well then
i'm always supporting Germany, Russia, England and some other Europe countries including Japan
i'm biased ( thanks to Hetalia )
I regret nothing!!

(psss: i love it how the german rowlers have the black eagle at the side of their shirt!!!)

ok
coz the things i did are routine stuff
plus checking gradesheets and writing them down in spreadsheet to see who need to be chased....
as per what Ravi said, i get C coz i'm doing routine stuff

..... expected.

sad that even for abbie, who does nothing, can get A
ah well
i don't really wanna care anymore at this point of time.

4 more weeks to freedom

anyway
i'm not continuing intern
and i'm gonna continue doing stuff

ok i don't feel like writing today
can't wait for today to be over
i kept having ideas for essay
but i usually forget them by the time it's weekends...

recently reading prussia x author stories
think i'm getting worse...

ok
so i'm left with some medical licence to chase
but i think i give up
they either give or send it to me or *shrugs*

ok i admit
my email was harsh
it was an emergency and i didn't think much about how i wrote it
for a start, if i wrote formal, it'd be like that one which i wrote as an example
which totally became formal instruction letter meant for some master thingy

*sigh* why can't i do it in between

Ronald came yesterday
told us he was going on a fight,
so Ravi can't meet him
and also how SP kept hiring new part time teachers only to have them leave within a month
i wonder how will things be when my batch return
chih wee left too
so i'll have a new form cher
hmm not bad
considering chih wee didn't do much for us
ok maybe that's mean

now things to question
should i extend one more month of intern, or should i go find part time outside.
i'm thinking of the latter, but the pay made me think twice...

5 months
that's how long i've been working
and i sent countless mails to pilots
i was so high today after  reading some awesome fanfics about prussia
but when i came to work to check the mail
the first mail i see that replies to me tellling them that i need their licences since it's expiring was

WHO ARE YOU????
caps, no signature, no greetings
just that
made me think how i despised singaporeans
despite being one myself
this is definitely not the first time i mailed to him...

anyway
yesterday
did landing revision medical licence expiry and chased for licences since if they don't give me by yesterday ernita need to remove them from all flying
and i took the blunt
for requesting them to send me the licence copy due on the date itself
life sure is awesome

ps: i'm so doing the "37 things to do in an elevator" someday

so
i only did the bidding sheets, landing and license thingy
and left at 4
since ernita was on half day and didn't give me anything to do
so i went back to school to meet up with gilbert and francis and naveen
at night i had an appointment.
yep
i'm not surprised i gor B and C for my log book
since i really don't have anything to do and for them to assess
yep
now i dont really care about the grade
i just wan my freedom.

friday
since ernita went on half day
i finished up the sim spreadsheet and mailed to Ana
and was free the whole afternoon =.=
so i finished up all i can for reflection log
i'll need to get started on the 4 pages soon
since it's due in i think 3 weeks.

saturday
slept
went to malaysia during evening
bought a wallet to hold cards.
i was deciding between the cloth-navy blue one or the plastic that's red with indication of amsterdam
took the latter
my bro give me a look like
" i know you want the 2nd one "
i remember reading somewhere
if u have 2 things you like and cant decide,
go for the 2nd one
since if  you really like the 1st one, there won't be a 2nd one for you to choose.
yep.

can i say
i'm getting too uhh... paranoid? no that's not the word.
i spent my saturday morning from 10 am plus till noon, and sunday from 8 am till noon
thinking nothing except Gilbert
imagining if he were in this world or i were to be in his world
till the point
i started hallucinating
or maybe i was dreaming
yep
i'm definitely in love with a fictional character like the way people do for RL
and i don't give a damn about it
i'm attached~ Yeah fk it!

from 10 to 3 yesterday
all i did was to laze around the fligh officers
( well i wrote my log book, used my phone, chatted )
and letting them tell me when  to get their faxes that were sent wrongly to the main office
then i went back at 3 ( to my office )
did bidding and updating all that usual stuff
and 4 i left to buy somthing with Jason
back at 430
sent some mail ( some irritatiing people )
and went home at 530
this is my best day ever


but today i'll need to chiong the spreadsheet...
for the record, i'm wearing more than what i wore when i went to Genting outdoor to play
It never fails to amaze me how Jetstar Flt Ops Office is colder than Genting.

ACRAT SIM
damn awesome
the feeling's so close to flying!
i even took a video!!
just so awesome
words can't describe how it felt
i wish i can go for another one again
awesome!

did landing and cleared half of the captains' 2nd  LOFT dates

now i'm left with the updating of the 2nd loft date
problem: gradesheets missing/not given
so i can't exactly put in a 2nd date....
i duno how...

yesterday morning we all shifted to the new office
noon i did landing, updating license and the spreadsheet.
i emailed Ana yesterday about the ACRAT sim i wanna go today
but she hasn't replied...
i hope she replies asap
coz if she allow, i'll work till lunch time only.

gave away 1 bertie beans from HP, left with 1 more.

i hope i can go the sim..
this is the only time i can go that's in the afternoon
rest are all either night or damn early...

i couldn't even finish a chapter of a fanfic...
( usually i can read from 5 ~ 10 chapters depending on word count )
too tired...

did landing, udate spreadsheet, biding sheets, chased licenses
help ernita move her stuff to new office.
yes we're moving to a new office.
and i have a "intern" seat.
where anyshit i do is visible to everyone at any time since i'm facing the wall
how exciting.
i'm still thinking if should i go to the ACRAT sim tomorrow.
i have yet figure out where is that place.

GerPru has officially overtook RusPru as my OTP
oh wait
can i be greedy and have both as my OTP?
maybe i'll name them as my DTP (double / dual)
mt OT3 also has a mix of the BTT and DenPruUk
maybe it'll become DT3
what is this ._.
but my bishie from Hetalia will forever be Gilbert aka Prussia!
he won't be replaced.
following closely is Ivan and Ludwig
then antonio, arthur, alfred
and the rest...

anyway i'm so not looking forward to the moving,
goodbye my days of chilling and doing what i want to

landing, revision, bidding sheets, updating spreadsheet with 2nd ACRAT dates...
saturday slept
sunday went with francis, min and gil to Harry Potter exhibition....
bought 3 packs beans and one frog...
frankly speaking, my plan was one bookmar, 2 frog, 1 bean and maybe scarf.... i wonder what overcame me ino buying 3 packs and now i'm giving away 2 packs...
ate at TCC in MBS. Shitty service from one guy server. It's like no matter what you request, the request never gets delivered. Have to wait over 15 mins for a cup of milk, and when i asked another server, i got it in 5 mins.

i'm so going florida someday to visit the harry potter museum. yep

ok
did some aircraft rating writing-into-spreadsheet-thingy
well the 2nd ACRAT date.
i'll finish up with loft 2nd date next week and i'll submit
did landing and bidding...

DANIEL REALLY HAS THAT BUNNY GODDAMIT WHY CANT HE BRING AND LET ME SEE!!

he said he bought it for 20bucks at pasir panjang plaza...

i should go get one....

ok got his permission to use his photos.
yeah! frisky i think...

hmm
yesterday
clear revision, did landing, updated licenses and bidding req, checked SEP planned check dates and timing.
reason why i did nothing much
i ran around the main office trying to get the IT to fix my old computer.
and
i spent almost the whole afternoon doing my log book reflection
i'm going to do it again today, for the 2 page reflection due tomorrow 5pm

Samuel went to Europe and bought me a beer opener thingy, the design being Venice's gondola with th italian flag and the word " Venezia ", and it's all golden color except the flag.
more stunned that he actually bought things for us all
really wasnt expecting that.

cleared all revisions yesterday as well as landing, landing, licenses and bidding req and pasting all name tags
well almost completed
need to print some more names but there isn't a printer that's connected to this com
ok fine the other way around

check out beautiful broken souls for me?

there's a quote i really like

"I am a word. I'm a sad word, such a terribly sad and lonely word.
I mean anger, pain, malice, suicide, murder, death, wrath and jealousy.
I can occasionally mean love, happiness, life and beauty.
I'm used almost every day but no one knows what I mean. What am I?"

Wanna know the answer? read that fanfiction
it aint fair
PruCan stories are usually vey well written even though i don't ship that pairing..

havent done any reflection
due date this friday 5pm
*cheers*

yesterday
switched back to pilot meeting room since Margie is back from maternity leave.
with a laptop tha has no java or flash player.
*sigh*
changed most of the name tags yesterday
edited biiding req and licenses as well as did landing.

i'll need to write something exciting in each entry else i wouldnt know what to write in the log book
which i can say
i didnt touch it yesterday.
so the deadline is like 3 days away
i have 7 summaries and 1 2-pages reflection to do.
life couldnt get any more awesomer.

sunday plan is to go Harry Potter exhibition with francis, gilbert and simin
either tomorrow or the day after i'm going on a SIM observation
and neither have i checked on how to go to that Boeing place.

the german language examination cost $150 for the basic level.... abit too expensive...
plus my school teaches it for $350... i'll need lots of money..
i plan to buy swedsh meal time shirt, shipped from canada which cost around $50...
i hate this money-runned world

Margie, the other crew scheduler is back from maternity leave
which means my space is gone
so i'm back to the pilots meeting room, alone
with a laptop
that sucks for it oesn't have java, microsoft office and well many other things.

havent update logbook
i'll update it , at least 2 or 3 weeks
for today.
tomorrow i'll start finishing the reflection due on thursday
i love the pilot meeting room
especially  i'm alone
only negative point?
the camera behind me which can capture my computer screen.
i dont mind being alone in this room!
it's awesome!

edited spreadsheet and tried to make it smaller...
worked with Ernita to clear the sim-done-d dates and updated rocade
cleared revisions and did landings.
checked some of the recencies against spreadsheet and made admendments for captains that apply.

TGIF!!!
Julia made some Pu2 Er Cha for us just now
like the smell~ quite nice~
yesterday ate cakes for lunch~ hah!
so Gil and I rp-ed from RusPru to GerPru to RusGerPru to now, DenPru, DenSwe and SwePru.

ps: found BeatriceTheGolden and Konata101's tumblr and Beatrice's fictions that were deleted on fanfiction.net!!
*cheering like mad*
which remind me something

i went around telling people that it's America's Independence day yesterday
but i don't see much going on here in Jetstar nor at any where else...
sad.
i was hoping for some sort of mini party or something..

did landing
worked with Fern to recheck all ALO for all pilots
worked with Ernita for a bit to check on were-the-gradesheets-&-licenses-given-as-per-when-they-did-the-SIMs..

nothing much to update
i wanna sleep more
i dont care if i slept for 7hours 25 mins or whatever
i need to dream

3 more hours to America's Independence day!!
Happy Birthday America~!!

yesterday
did landing
changed some tags for captains
did revisions
checked for missing duties

had 2 hours of sleep thanks to my bro
well in the end it's still my fault no matter who say what
fine
since morning mom been nagging me for every single shit i did
and i walked out of the house
feeling so refreshed
i wanna cut myself.

i wonder do people wash the blade after cutting.
time for more research
i really wonder why i was born.
no matter how hard i think
i cant find a good point about myself,
and neither can i find something that i have done that is good
and i dont think i have talent in anything
plus i'm lazy and i know it but i cant change it...
i should just go die
is my though everyday when i leave my house.
recently my suicidal thoughts are getting too imaginative..

Did landing
some admin work ( like pasting some paper on the AR and IR licenses )
talked about going to a Sim when it was confirmed my mom refused last minute...
checked for "holes" fpr cabin crew
Edited recencies and bidding requests.

So Spain 4 Italy 0
i see Hetalia fans going crazy with each match and fanarts were out in minutes...
though i was never interested in football,
i must say
being a Hetalia fan,
things changes....

53 more days

last friday
i think i did some recency editing...
almost completed Ana's work
typed out names for the gradesheet folders.
yep

saturday
my cousin's birthday party 21 years old!
BBQ was rather... uhh... boring...
there really isn't much to do other than eat and wait or maybe help out a little...

sunday
did the JLPT N4 test
damn it's so much harder than N5
i think i can pass
but i'm not confident if should i cnotinue with N4 immediately...
i might take it next year 2nd semester

totally never update the log book reflections for 6 weeks
too tired
if only Ravi can sign first....


Seriously, DenPru needs more love.
The Fail Bros Trio ( Pru Den Uk ) are really lacking much love
if you compare to Bad Touch Trio ( PruFrSp )
*sigh*

53 more days
i need time to pass by faster!!

did one more set of tags for the gradesheet files.
edited recencies ( now i have 10 to chase instead of 3 -.- )
did landings
did some of the SIM date spreadsheets

i guess that's it?


yea i dont really have much to update...
didnt sleep much yesterday
later going to check out the university where my JLPT will be held (on sunday)
tomorrow it's my cousin's 21th birthday
so happy belated birthday to her first~

edited into spreadsheet for all captains's loft date, IR and AR . i'll need to write another date as well as planned future. but i dont know when
and i did landing from 8jun till 25jun
finally the problem is gone

6 pilots owe me medical license
i'll catch 3 today
one sent me his after i emailed to them all yesterday evening
one says he'll give tomorrow
one is OAB status
two are on flight.
one gave to ernita
i'll catch those on flight....
did i make a mistake in my maths...? ; _ ;

i'm back on twitter
@SakiyamaShinya

yesterday Gil came to changi terminal 3
i wonder what made him think that Jetstar is at terminal 3....
i didn't meet up with him eitherways




I FOUND A NEW PAIRING!!!



DENMARK X PRUSSIA!!





sadly fanfiction.net has only one page.
but there are nice ones out there

>Skirmish Brothers
>DenmarkPrussia Ficlet
>The Chair



DA BEST ONE EVER!!



> Never Will You Leave Me



the above story is exactly something i want to read for RusPru
yandere, non con yet sweet and bitter love
sadly there werent exactly any as hot as this... well maybe soluble is,
i know there's a similar one for RusAme
but since i couldnt find it, it's probably removed.

( well i do love CreamPuffBunny's stories as well though; ALL HER STORIES )

but nonetheless

to OlyOzens who wote "Never will you leave me"

a big danke to you~!!! 

ok
i dont remember what i did on friday
but since i filled my logbook minus the reflection already
i suppose it's fine

saturday....
went to Scape to eat at the AKB48 cafe with my bro... then bought things... till around night time...
funny
the guy gave me 2 spoons for the cup of ice cream i bought...
i thought my bro and I looked quite similar...
i wonder how many times have we been mistaken to be lovers... -.-
sad

sunday
stayed at home i think...? i dont really remember...
had a dream
i'll just say the ending
at a big dining table
my supposedly-friends (since i cant really see their faces)
sat down with a plate of fried rice with some chili on the table
we were going to commit mass suicide
i briefly remember i made the decision to eat the chili which is poisoned, and i know it is.
i remembered getting very high after eating
and was laughing like a mad man
before i went to the toilet,
the scene changed to my house
where my friend told my mom to show me the result.
i looked
grade A for internship
i laughed and choked and coughed out blood before i died and woke up in real life.

got so scared at first
but come to think of it
that's a good way to die isn't it~

60 more days till end of internshirp
am i counting down to the end of my life i wonder~~



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did loft checking and writing down expiry dates
chased licenses
updated licenses
cleared June unhandled revisions

lunch someone treated us to nasi bryani
bleh too spicy
and jetstar gave dumpling.
catherine gave me one
a cabin crew, jamie gave me 2
now i'm proud to have 4 with the awesome smell of pandan leaves!!

since the net is down
i ended up doing off days with fern in the morning
then i went to do admin things
like replacing all the name tags of the license folders
help ernita tear papers into half as rough papers

i only changed capts yesterday
means i'll need to change the fo today
plus write down all emergency procedure dates that have mismatch in the system against their files
also updating the bidding things
and there's this SIM thingy a pilot Anastasia just sent me
skimmed through the info, i didn't understand a thing..?

yesterday
while Rocade was down
i was watching youtube
some IT guy came over and told me to stop
or he can send letter to my school to report me for displinary actions...
at that moment
i have the urge to smash the big window behind me and jump onto the skytrain way and get run over
but it'd make a scene and cause ruckus
people might miss their flights
yep the only reason why i didnt jump
wait
maybe i can't even break the glass....
having way too much sucidal thoughts recently
i still think drowning is the best way to die.
sliting wrists doesn't sound exactly exciting...

time to get back to work.

i have the feeling since yesterday people are treating me more distant and cold
maybe my imagination
*shrugs*
now i cant wait for the next 2 months to get out of here.

ok
spent the whole day doing report o.o
apparently the ACRAT and INSRAT date report still have some error, like the supposedly next planned check date is redundant, so i need to check and edit.
 The LOFT is fristly, the expiry is half year not one year, so i had to edit some, plus i need to crosscheck with everyone and write down the missing names, as well as why are they missing and when were their checks, then print out again, if there;s still a next check date, check it if is it an error and the process repeats.
yep
hectic yesterday~


64 more days!!


https://www.facebook.com/photo.php?fbid=384719171592681&set=a.324404664290799.79117.324061024325163&type=1&theater
holy shit remulus black so handsome!!
damn that lucius.. look so awesome like Hetalia's Fritz, but i really hate that character.
sirius black give me the feeling of a deliquent...
luna looks so cute
severus look like some japanese boy...

so ive heard about my friend...
gosh to think i know so little about my friend...

*sigh*
i fail as a friend

anyway
yesterday
did typing names
and edited some license expity reports

well the report took up most of the noon

still cant do any landings



check out "My manipulated Misfortune" on fanfiction
anticipate each chapter yet when a new chapter is out
it never fails to depress me for at least 2 days...
check it out for me da
warning: rape and misuse of medical equipments

ok
what i did yesterday
started typing pilots' names out for filing purposes
chased licenses
tried to do some landing but end up failing thanks to the system

today:
finishing typing names
re checking all loft grade sheets
i think i can clear most of the loft today
confirm must drag till tomorrow de

so
gilbert flying off soon again
i wanna visit an alysum
ehehe
curious
i want to learn psychology

ok i'm hungry

last friday

chased licenses
needed to chase extra 5 people
edited my loft spreadsheet but i think still quite messy
edited gradesheets into the recencies

proud to say i haven't done any reflections

saturday went to kendo Club for a try
not bad actually
though i'd rather they give me a quick crash course as i want to use the long sword than the short one..
but i wont go anymore
since my friends are going to upgrade
no point in me going there alone
*shrugs*

Gilbert flying to malaysia again from tomorrow till friday
but it actually feels nice to wake up and can chat with someone~
i cleared Flower extreme!!! *high* (  Jubeat )
and Evans!!!

ok
so i'm left with 67 more days
i'm gonna have to persuade my mom not to let me extend

oh
why didnt i do the reflections?
simple
i was busy saving fanfictions
apparently they purged all smutty fics
and one of my favourite author, Beatrice the Golden
deactivated her account
now i regret not saving her works
so i spend yesterday trying to save as much fics as i can
lest i regret it anymore

67 days
i've been counting down since 90 plus days
damn it only made it look so slow...
seriously
only 20+ days have passed since then?
that's kinda...sad...yea...

check out pewdiepie's amnesia game!!
That dude totally rocks!!!

yesterday must be my shortest post ever hahas

anyway
yesterday chased licenses
did some landing till error came out again
worked with fern to check FO leave
edited some licenses based on weeks ago's checklist i did.

now i'm left with around 20 mrore out of 70 to chase
ernita tells me theer's more....

ate lunch in office.
managed to take photo with lots of people since it's expired film
took a photo with the french pilot~~

chased for licenses
updating into system pilots' leave bidding requests.

pilots surprisingly reply to mail sent ony to them rather than mass mail..
i think i have a new type of clothing i like

short trench coat with skirt, with/without leggings and with boots. Though i still prefer if there's a scarf but sadly singapore temperature...

rant warning again

oh
i didnt update yesterdaY?

checking the SEP planned for people up till end dec 2012
went around chasing people for their licenses
kept asking around what is their names
or else i'll just ask the same person twice and get "not" scolded
day 3 of my life i feel like cutting my wrist.
i think i might just go ahead with it.

today
same
most probably
or maybe + doing some inserting of the leaves requested by pilots.
the reason i dont cut.
i dont have the disinfection liquid thingy and neither do i have bandages.
worse of them all
i dont have a reason to cover my hands all the time because singapore is just so frickin hot so it doesn't make sense if i go out wearing long sleeves
yea and some prayer thingy
uhh
like i'll min go at least twice a month
and like they'll chop something on my hand
so they'll recognise.

or maybe
i should just heck it all
and just cut
if they find out
so be it.
yep
sounds like a plan.

today ernita wont help me identify pilots.
i'll have to get a pen knife soon.
hell even if i've changed my name
i dont' want to be sociable.
i spent most of my childhood in school as a loner
since primary school in primary 2
so that makes me a loner for more than 12 years
i only changed my name like... 3 years ago
damn right if people can change
but i cant take any more changes
and neither can i take this kind of shitty stress.
i dont mind talking to strangers
my problem?
talking in a crowded place.

gil went genting and wont be back till tuesday night which practically means wednesday
so here i am spamming his whatsapp like there's no tomorrow
went to cousin's house warming on sunday
ended up sleeping and eating.

last friday
finished checking all IR and AR and sent out email by 6.15 or around there

around 40 people?
left after i received 10 this morning.
ok
gotta stalk people
i rather talk to them than call them.
btw
i'm spamming gil a fanfic

so Francis if you see this and want me to spam you s fanfic, tell me da~
i'll gladly write one for you~
though there might be hints of slight yaoi ohohohoho~~~

doing landing on a daily basis
check through all the loft SIM documents and identified who are the ones who have yet given their doc. despite having completed the SIM
not important but called some pilots to inform them about duty changes
blah

today continuing with AR IR check + landing + mass mail
then i'll see how
Daniel went to sit in front as a officer,
so Ravi's back to his own seat.
no more youtubing i guess... that's sad...

there's a bug in my room last night
oh and i hate my dad
the first time i told him
he came in
seconds later
he told me to stop thinking so much and go sleep
2nd time
i called him again
he said to wait
then he went to fetch my mum who's coming back from work.

then
immediately after my mom's home, he came to my room
if you hear sound,
tell me
i need to get rid of the bug.

fml
he didn't believe me at all
and he only said that so that my mum wouldn't scold him should i complain and scream
so of course i just ignored him.
i don't care
my mum can scold me for all i care
i mean what's with all that fakeness?
he was so god damn free before mom was back
yet he brush it off easily.
when mom's back
he start suddenly become so nice
as though trying to pacify me/my mom
i hate it
this fakeness.
it's obvious he didn't believe me
and neither my mom too

i wish the bug will bite me
maybe call up a whole army
and bite me to death
this fucking shit
i'm having way to much suicide thoughts recently.
but i'm actually enjoying it.

the song
"io mi chiamo"
has 2 parts where there's gunshots
i'm one who usually all panicky,
thus always trembling
well
at least my hands are always trembling
but somehow whenever i hear those 2 parts
i can calm down.

let me think what i did yesterday...


landing
updating recencies
start checking on the AR IR licenses for pilots.

my plan is
either today or tomorrow i'll mass mail to them
monday i'll call them

yep

Guo Ji Jiao Yi Suo
why isn't the israeli guy and Japanese girl there...
aww they missed out so much fun~
and the poor german guy
who got punishment twice since he lost twice during the debating...
can't wait for the next episode~!

yep
check out anmesia reactions on youtube
it makes me not that scared anymore~
: )

did landing and day off~
compiled the whole list of annual leave for FO AND CAPT
till end 2012

sent Francis the song i like
his reaction
"ewww"
that was exactly what i expected~

went to eat at Jurong Point
it's been 3 months since i last been there
lots of things changed...

dont wanna update much

so
did landing
did D/O check for captains till end dec, FO till Aug 10
I DONT WANNA CALL THE PILOTS TO CHASE FOR THEIR LICENCES!!!
*weep*
i don't understand their english..
and i'm intimidated by them...
i'm so scared...
*sob sob*


yesterday night watched Death Note
surprisingly they were showing it
but damn  i was so tired yesterday
half of the Flight ops went for meeting/training
yea
i delayed the checking
but seems like i cant avoid it today...
why can't i just email them... *sob sob*

bought pasta again from the kopitiam downstairs of my house
the uncle finally remembered me and my order
i mean like
come on
i've only ordered pasta from your shop
for over 20 times
always around 6.45pm on weekdays
how would you not remember me....

listening to old songs
made me realise
one of my favourite song
"all the things she said"
is actually potraying lesbian
and was sung by russians...

not only that
songs like "numa numa"
was in romanian...

no wonder i loved language so much~
i had so much fun singing when i was a kid

but really
"all the things she said"
is really a nice song
same goes for
"all rise" " flying to the moon and back" "turn back time"
" blue"
well my old time favourites~

last friday
worked with Fern about checking future annual leaves of flight deck crew since she is still new to Rocade and i'm free to look after her
as well as landing recencies.

saturday
slept and gamed.
simple and sweet.

sunday
woke up at 5am ( usually i wake at 5.30 for work )
to get ready to go sentosa
since Gil wanted me to go.
and just when i thought we weren't going to beach area,
we went there
and i was wearing clothes and shoes not meant for beach
and damn the weather
i'd kill for some wind.
Not exactly sunny
but the heat is killing me.

Gil and I left the group
and went on our own ways so long as we are back by lunch which is 1130
and sadly, most of the stores aren't open until it's 10
so we walked.
everywhere
and ended up going into a maritime muesuem
but at least it was worth it.
though i hope they would show more about the Europe side
meh i'm biased to Europe.

So today,
i'm back at work
Gil's back at camp from 9 to 5
can i work 9 to 5~~~ eheheh
she's in holiday
damn i'm jealous
intern till 25/8

81 more days + 2 weeks (if they want me to stay back since it's still my holidays)

can someone just make time
speed away?
with a
"boom!"
and i'm left with 30 more days?
please?
ok fine
40 more days.
*sigh*

So
did the pilot illegality thingy
which is taking note who illegal and write down the number of ALO, D/O and OAB they have
well i ended  up compiling everyone.
of course i did landing too

there's this uhh... stranger?
who came to talk to me when i was heading to take the train
she said that she always see me around that timing going to Changi to work
and how we always board the same train
and how she always see me chase after the train etc.
frankly speaking
i never notice her
yea
i don't have that good memory to remember everything i see
not mentioning i'm mostly glued to my fanfiction that i read on the way

oh by the way
Doppelganger is updated
do check it out~
> < Gilbert is in trouble!! Noo...


I'm eating Fish and Co with the 2 other intern later
so this will be the 1st time where all my colleagues are here and going for lunch
but i'm not joining them~

ended sleeping at 12 last night
to finish a torrent file
since the torrenting of "Rise of Prussia.iso" is at 90% and i don't wanna drag it another day
but from the comment i read
it's in russian....
please tell me it's not true....
that's the only file that have seeds and i can download it...

Ravi says that i can go on an observaation flight
in a sense that it isn't related to having airport pass or not
but i'll need Al's permission as well as to sign a form
well
that's not my top piority
compared to me wanting an airport pass..

sucks that i have a temporary one
but i need someone else who's permanent pass to accompany me
and no one wants to go inside...


Ravi just walked past
told me to smile -.- lols
then told me the pilot that's looking at the flight time right now is Ryan's father
i just remembered
after Ryan left, he flew to England with 2 other girls ( perhaps his sisters? )

in short


i'm jealous

everybody that i know are suddenly travelling if they aren't studying

England, Japan, Czech republic, Tai wan, Hong Kong, America, Finland, Australia....

*sigh*
someone bring me out to Europe!!

so
Ronald came yesterday and met us at 4pm
and we chatted at Dome till 5.20
quite awesome actually
things like what we'll be doing when we get back
4 examinable subjects.... out of 6
it's gonna be a tough half semester.
chatted about how we're doing in Jetstar
basically just chat

seems like i won't be getting my airport pass
which means i'll need a "escort"
as if the airport area is huge -.-
and so far no one wants to go inside
so yep most probably wont be going inside
*sigh*

did landing recencies (take off)
updating ACR and IR documents
yesterday

today continue with landing recencies
and dealing with illegalities
like  how due to insufficient off days the crew becomes illegal
blah blah blah
need to read through the guidebook for that first though

someone started passing a jetstar magazine around
sadly none of the topics interest me -.-
maybe i'm just to into europe and russia
so since jetstar only flies to SEA
and the news on Japan is only about the opening ceremony
there really isn't anything else i'm interested in
ok maybe if i'm free i'll read on the melbourne artisans
but that's about it.

Geneva is going to shutdown
someday i don't know
all i know
i've been updating the roster for nothing for over a week
well at least it kept me busy
and so i'm now updating the new recencies that were just received.
i did the sim and loft and annual line check recencies
so today i'm left with aircraft rating and instrument rating

Ronald's coming to meet us at 3.30 at departure hall T1 today~
i wonder what will he comment about the log book
since i write really little...
and nothing is that related to tourism...
i still have....

86 more days

till Aug 25
so this blog will be alive till 24th?
or 25th since 25th is saturday

Gil's having MST
i miss school
but i don't miss exams :)

i don't think i'm getting my airport pass any time
i think Ravi totally forgot about it
And i'm not sure if should i keep asking/reminding him about it...
but i really wanna go inside...
*sigh*


if you're bored
check this out


> http://www.cs.earlham.edu/~jimg/reading/bored.html


see ya ppl tomorrow~

yesterday did mostly checking of duty roster
for both cabin and flight deck
i just realise
no one updated the cabin one for quite some time
so today i'll need to continue more
i hope?
since Ernita is back today
i might be doing something else.
oh and i did landing till 27th

started downloading bit torrent files
originally downloaded ghost protocol ( since i wan collect jeremy renner's movies )
then i started random searching
so now "From russia with love" downloaded
but german language pack, rise of prussia iso, and once upon a time in mexico is still downloading
i think the 1st 2 will take a week
provided if the seeds doesn't disappear
else i'll go everywhere, shouting "ZETSUBOU SHITA!!"
( refer to sayonara zetsubou sensei. Awesome anime, i approve hah! )

For once Mag didn't dine with us
i feel so relaxed
i don't really like her accompany...
but today she'll be back... *sigh*

only Richard Doran and Samuel tried my cake
well i'm already happy that someone tried~
i need to go out some day and plau "pump it up"
suddenly feel like "dancing"
i think i've been reading too much fanfiction sorting Gilbert..
it's like... i check for update daily
and filter to any interesting ones
but i keep seeing the same few ones....
does anyone have any other good websites for reading fanfiction?

baked my own cake~

baked my own cake yesterday
of course my mum helped with the mixing and lookout for the flame
but it's still like 75% i did it~
yep and damn proud of the result~
so fluffly, sopngy and nice~
not too dry and not too hard~
Richard Doran praised me~
the others said later or no though~
meh i don't really care hahas~

the filling's strawberry jam~
i just googled the victorian sponge cake with lemon
but i removed the lemon and added strawberry

this's quite easy
2 weeks later imma try to make pancake~
(since my mum only agree to let me cook/bake once every 2 weeks for fear of mess)
and i'll see how
i really wanna make red velvet cupcake with creamcheese topping
but my mum thinks i'm too ambitious
oh well

funny how i can cook pasta but not instant noodles (not cup kind, the packet one)
i think i need a pair of gloves....


tried starting Geneva just now
failed
i wonder if did it finally shut down?

saturday watched avengers with my family
meh there was only 1 clip after the credits
there wasn't one after all the credit.
Since the staff turned on the lights and chased us out....

oh and i think i like this guy
seen him in 2 movies
mission immpossible: ghost protocol and avengers
Jeremy Renner~
wiki-ed about him~
guess i'm right
those are the 2 latest big movie with him inside~
having a crush~
mood today? damn awesome~!!

addicted to this
i think i've been posting and listening to this song non stop
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aNG74F1_gkQ

did recency checking yesterday
and landinf from 16th till 23th

left with a few more little bits of checking
so gonna finish it today
and i'll see what i do

just submitted reflection
2 pages full no more no less
hell yeah~

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Zhz3oZRzPSU&feature=related
this can't get out of my head
damn


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2.58pm
does today counts as an awesome day?
i finished all my work by 11am
and all 3 supervisors aren't around
plus we just caught a snake somewhere.... but now it's in a pail in flight ops room
and i had my lunch at 1.30 at Carls Junior
my timetable's totally messed up
and things are happening~

reflection submitted
work done
i surf youtube nonstop
check out all these songs~

Fire Flower - Alfred
食えりゃいいってモンじゃない! - Arthur, Francis, Alfred
Anti.The.∞.Holic - Alfred, Arthur  ( imma memorising the lyrics by sunday )
Bad Apple - Alfred, Arthur
Unhappy Realist - Ivan
アン.チクロ.ロベン.ゼン - Arthur
 独我論 code:altered - Gilbert
ゲ​ル​マン（ｒｙアレンジ２をアレンジ本当のFinale - Ludwig
辞めてやるよ人力なんか - Alfred, Arthur
si_G_rE - Roderich
イケメリカ - Alfred

i think most of them are from aisukurimu-p.....


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4.38pm



Gil looked around until he came across Ludwigs phone. He picked it up and text him back.
Gilbert texted "Okey dokey bruder!"
Ludwig texted "Don't text me back, you'll waste my credit."
Gilbert - "Ok, I won't."
Ludwig - "You just did! Stop it!"
...
Ludwig - "Text me!"
Gilbert - "What?"
Ludwig - "WHAT DID I JUST SAY!"
Gilbert - "Make your fuckin mind up, Jeus!"
Ludwig - "TEXT ME! KEEP TEXTING ME!"
Ludwig - "Don't text me. That's Alfred being an idiot!"
Gilbert - "But I wanna talk to you~"
Ludwig - "Just stop it!"
Gilbert - "But it's funny! You're not here to stop me!"
Ludwig - "No, but I'll be home later! So stop it!"
Gilbert - "Aww you're no fun!"
Gilbert left it after that, he knows how angry Ludwig can actually get, it's pretty scary. But luckily, he was hidden away in his room by the time Ludwig came back.



- Quoted from "What happens at Germany's house by VitalRegionsSeizer

hell yeah i'm so gonna try that someday when i get my hands on someone's phone

check out "october twenty four" by lilien passe; hetalia fanfiction for me?
havent wept in a long time
that story is really heart wrenching...

currently "four oh two" by the same author
her stories are quite nice and interesting.
GJ!

yesterday
called up people in the morning to tell them a meeting is cancelled.
then did some revision for duty roster from checklist
changing the AVL to D/O for mar and apr for all crew
i'll need to finish my reflection today.

yesterday feel totally down
not for work
but my own
don't feel like talking
don't feel like listening to song
and i don't even want to use my computer.
something's definitely wrong

Ernita went to Hong Kong
she was supposed to tell me how to chase flight deck crew for licenses
i'll have to check my mail to see if is there any mail from her
i'll update more if i can think of what to write other than "i'm tired"

did swapping for cabin crew.
too lazy to repeat it again -.-
so i'll copy paste from my reflection

One day we can receive up till 100 emails, requesting for swapping of the duty.

However, most of the cases, we have to reject them, and they are those who are swapping a flight duty with an off day.

Catherine, who’s in charge of cabin crew swapping, told me that we cannot allow the swaps for this because of the illegalities, such as the maximum numbers of flying hours and the number of off days permitted in a week.

So by allowing those swaps, their June roster will be in a mess due to the illegalities from the May roster.

The only time when we allow the changes is only with there’s a balance with the swap of the day off, for example, A wants to swap 20^th may; a flight duty, and 21^st; an off day, with B, 20^th may; an off day, and 21^st; a flight duty, we can allow these changes because it doesn’t affect much since the day off are still there.

 Needless to say, swapping of flight is allowed but not if the case is that one flight is 2 days long, and one is one day long.

The reason we can get up till 100 plus emails per day requesting for swaps are because of spam.

 A requests for a swap between A and B, B in most cases, will also repeat the email, and sometimes, even a total outsider, C, will send in the request for A and B. Thus most of them are repeated ones.

 If the swap is approved, we’ll edit it and send the info to their crew web portal to have them confirm, while rejected ones, we’ll send them a sms informing that their swaps are declined due to reasons.

Wah, that's long.
anyway
another thing that i did
check the expiry dates that ernita printed out for me
everything should tally
but i already found 6 mistakes.....
have to solve that somehow


went to eat with Mag yesterday for lunch
A salad with chicken, black forest cake and a cup of coffee + staff discount = $9.60
Then went to bookshop to read
i swear
before my intern ends
preferably last few days
i'll buy at least 3 books.


i'm done updating all my log book reflections and signed
and i'm left with half a page of the 2 page reflection that's need to emailed to my LO by friday 5pm

Baking cake on sunday
saturday movie
friday making pasta

not too bad a plan? :D

i told my mum i wanna try out cutting bunny apples
she thought i meant a real bunny
till i show her a picture.


check out "i wager" on fanfiction.com; Hetalia
Prussia x female!Germany
i have to say
female!germany is damn awesome!!

Geneva shutdown

yesterday
because Geneva is shutting down...
( from what i know is for a few hours )
we needed to save all the important data from Geneva about the past datas.
so i kept myself busy after checking roster and did landing
by saving the crew roster from may 2011,
flying hours (yearly as FA and PUR ) for cabin
flying hours (yearly, person by person ) for tech
crew recency expiries,
flight & duty time summary
duty detail report and
duty type summary

FA loaded the slowest....
i remember it needing to load at least 10 minutes when i was extracting their roster

i finished 6 reflection in my log book
and around 1/4 done for the big reflection.
i let Al, (the big boss of flight ops) sign an entry
i feel quite bad though
because he doesn't know exactly what i did
and Ernita is always busy
and Ravi... well he's busy running around and doesn't know as much as what Ernita knew i was doing.
who should i pick to sign?
i'm troubled...

anyway
yesterday had macs
Samuel was fasting...
and i was quite stunned
till he told me he is a protestant
so they have this fasting period
for a week, where they will only have 2 meal a day
but it's completely self obligatory
so he's skipping out of lunch.

tonight i might be going to Gilbert's house...
a 90% possibly hahas
i'll be baking the victorian cake with my mum tomorrow~
and i want to try baking red velvet cupcake with cream cheese frosting someday...
watching too much "cupcake wars" had me totally addicted to cupcakes~ XD

Pasta~

was really
supposed to do all the 7 + 1 reflections
proud to say i did none over the weekend??
and one of them the dateline was this friday
...
should i panic? eheheh...


i think it's really becoming a routine
i slept through most of my saturday
sunday either i get a hair cut, or i go to my grandma house, or i'll just slack at home.
oh
i ..."tried" cooking pasta yesterday
but my dad start taking over
and blabber things that...
well was what i said minutes ago
but it became his "words of wisdom"
zzz
oh well
i need to try cooking pasta again
tomorrow i'm gonna try make the Victorian lemon cake
supposedly is what the brits have for afternoon break
i saw the cooking show twice
ok well
it looked easy.
since it looked about the same as hw my mum makes cakes
the basics i mean
yea so i'm trying that out

did i mention?
my dad likes spaghetti
but he prefers it uhh... hard
and with egg,,,

i don't think it counts as pasta?
since i love the sauce and the cheese topping
but he hates it....
oh and i prefer it more softer
and the sauce was a total mess
since he put way too much sauce
and he complained that he put too little sauce
i mean like
it's only for me
putting 7 to 8 big scoop of the tomato sauce to mix with water...
i have no idea how it'll turn out
seriously

last friday
called up people to inform them about their future roster change
some complained why
like i have any answer for them -.-
and some were easy to talk to~
but there was this one guy
i'm really sorry
i couldn't catch a single word that he said after he called me again
yes
i didn't even catch his name
i should mix with more people with accent
i suck at that

tried telling Daniel to speak in his english / irish accent
he said he cant in front of us -.-
ok time to work~

98 more days

ok
so yesterday
edited the roster
did the landing from 8 may till 16may
i don't think i'll do landing...
since it's only like for a day?
might as well wait till next monday
so that i can easily edit them
and the recencies are all doone

so now i'm going to edit the roster in Geneva till Ernita gets here to tell me what to do

i do know that this weekend i'll need to rush out all the reflections....
*sigh*


Daniel's leaving for Thailamd
so he stop working today at 4.30
to catch the 6pm flight
and he'll back next tuesday
Jason isn't here today
i do hope he'll be here next week
i don't want to dine with Mag alone...
she's really...vain...
and it makes me awkward and uncomfortable....

toilet near to our office is under maintainence
so had to use the one down the other end
wasted 15 mins
but the cleaner there is scary
both time i went in she was cleaning
and her look was like


"you better not dirty the place else i'll hack your head off"


scary.
i don't like her.
i thought about my remaining months in Jetstar
will i become like Gavin?
( the contractor of Rocade from England )
he was pretty much alone eating his lunch for his remaining... uhh 1~2 weeks?
since the China girl went back before him
it'd suck
to eat alone
since i don't really eat when i'm alone

oh right
what made me have this thought
1. Daniel's pilot course is starting
2. Samuel's leaving Jetstar again for his Europe trip
3. while Jason may be here in flight ops, i might change department
4. i don't know much people from other office and i don't even talk to the 2 other interns...


ahh
this is so frustrating....

how many more days do i have till the end?
98 more days
which means 14 more weeks
equals to 3.2 more months

wait
i'm not even halfway through my internship?!
......
someone tell me why do we need a frickin 6 months of internship with only 2 leaves and tons of reflections to write?

news # 1:
i'm sick and coughing with runny nose again
damn
i really wanted to sleep more
plus it's raining in the morning today


jason's sick and vomitting
so he won't be here
damn why do i have only 2 off days....


right
the tv show on culture yesterday,
they were focusing on language
so the german was saying about some of their longer than normal words
eg:
(i took picture from the TV )

rind fleische mketien nm üßer wallaungs aufgaben üßentragu migesete

something like that
damn i tried researching but i can't find the correct one
he wrote it on a white board
but all his alphabets seemed to be small and close
yea
can't really figure out anything
sad
i need to learn german soon

yesterday worked till the end of "s"

so today i'll do from "T" till the end
then checking roster
and do the landings

ranting warning.

ok yesterday
i guess it's going to be a routine till the end of this week
so i check the roster for 10may till 14may
and i did the FO recency checking from A till end of K

so today i'm checking on 13may till 16 may
and i'll start from L and i'll see where i end lol

anyway
yesterday
i ps my parents and went home first
yea i called my mum
asking her where she want to meet me at since she's coming to the airport
then she yelled at me
things like " how should  i know?!"
and i seriously don't think that i did anything wrongly
and she hung up on me

then i waited for her... around half an hour at the mrt
but she never called me and neither did i see her
weird because she knows at lease the airport since she was the one who brought me around before i started work
and i was so tired
so i called her and said that i'll go home first since i was really tired and my legs are in pain
yes
the darned shoes
too tight
and i got yelled

and when she got back home
she started yelling at me again
saying that i'm heartless
and what?
ah
she shouldn't never trust me
( not like she ever did anyway )

for her case it's like
even if i did 10 things good
she'll still find one fault
and use that as a excuse to scold me
oh right
not scold
it's called "telling me"
awesome "telling me"
and she needed to "tell me" at least 5 times
and awesomely it's 100% all my fault

life has never gotten any more awesome

now i guess it's time for me to buy a penknife
i had one when i was a kid
but it ended up with my dad using it in his workplace

hmm and i have a strange virus (?) on my computer
apparently i cannot open my folders
since they're all replaced with "shortcuts"
an error saying some RECYCLER cannot be located so i have to rename or type the name properly and try again
blahblahblah

rp's gotten way more fun since last night
i've rp-ed enough on top
rp the bottom is surprisingly quite embarrassing
since i can't really describe well as much as i can imagine it...
ah well but it's fun changing position~

countdown
100 more days till the end of my internship


ps: yesterday noon ate chicken salad from Polar Cafe
and i didn't need to eat dinner.
i should keep this up~

Finally!

wah
finally can update
thank you my friend for helping me.
at least i can update my blog.
i'm not gonna say what happened
i feel like ranting but partly it's my fault
oh well
75%
sadly i forgot what i did on friday,
as in really
i forgot.

i can't really update in my house
since after work i go home
i only use my computer for half an hour
and i'm already damned tired.
yea

yeaterday..
right
yeaterday since i couldn't surf the net
i ended up chionging and finished uhh all captains - 2 of them
uhhh i mean their recency checking
yea and i worked like a dead ghoul
working working and not talking at all
my colleague's saying that i look like i'll pass out from loss of blood coz my face was so pale..
i wonder why...
i ate beehoon with 5 side dishes too...
and of course i finished them all up...


so today i'll start on the FOs
( oh god please tell me i can at least post this and surf the net
da i won't play games )

uhh..but either way
my parents are coming to airport
and i'm meeting up with them for dinner.


oh right
weekend
saturday went to some golf country club place to celebrate early mothers' day with my grandma
and sunday went to J Cube's Kungfu Paradise to celebrate with my ma

seriously i wanted to buy her flowers
damn my sleep...
i promptly had a siesta when i tried so hard not to
and ended up having no time to buy
and when i see some other mothers having flowers in their hands
i felt so guilty.
well my bro and i treated the whole family dinner
but i really wanted to buy chocos and flowers for my mum
serious
even right now i still regret not going to buy for her...

update on log book:
i haven't done any update since... 5 weeks ago?
this is bad...

Pre Mothers' day...&...Tom Lehrer...

did the same as the day before,
checking the recencies and passport info etc etc for capt from D till end K or J...
Ernita went out on a meeting halfway
so i ended up transferring data from Rocade to Geneva for may, captains
but it lagged....
and all i did for an hour or so....
were gone....


today we'll probably continue the same,
and we might finish the captains today...
i doubt we can start on FOs today...
yea
Sunday's mothers' day
and yesterday my mum was like

"do you know Mothers' Day is this coming Sunday?"

and i was like

"Yea? ( i know )"

and she stood in front of my room for another 2~3 mins or so
and then left sighing

did i do something wrong?

should i have like...

" OF COURSE! YOU SHOULD TOTALLY LOOK FORWARD TO IT KESESESE!!!! "

but that's my imagined response
well maybe not "kesesese"

and
no updates on fanfictions
i started reading "Soluble" again
maybe when i read new ones i'll update

and
uhh
try listening to

tom lehrer's lobachevsky

totally hooked up to the song!

link : http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HfjFnjWjDOI

well then

his "masochism tango" is awesome as well!!

link: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TytGOeiW0aE

ok that's it for now
if i can find more interesting things to write,
i'll update again~

yesterday
did some missing crew's data... around 8 of them

then worked with Ernita to start clearing all the flight deck crew's documents
so i'm the one checking through all of the papers of each person for their license, simulator dates, passport numbers, etc etc, reading them all out to Ernita, who's checking via Rocade and Geneva at the same time so she can make the necessary amendments...
we started out with captains, from A till end of C
so calculating, we need roughly 10 plus more hours to finish both captains and FOs,
meaning we'll probably finish it tomorrow
if we can focus and not get started on other things....


and

yea....
planned to sleep at 9.30 since i was really tired,
but my awesomeness kept me up till 11.30
*sigh*

uhh yea....
fanfiction huh....
i didn't read any during the hour i was travelling
that's an achievement~
tried sleeping but it's just so hard to sleep sitting and in public.

read back all the RusPru fanfictions
( well that's where i learnt the term 'stockholm syndrome' )
Well... the ones i remember are nice are...
"break me" and the sequel
" This image of you " ( alternate world )
" About emperors names"
" Stockholm Syndrome Стокгольмский синдром "
" Du Bist Mein" ( GerPru then to RusPru )
" Die Große Mauer"
" Der Metzgermeister" ( for cannibalism... )
" Soluble " ( i think i mentioned this a few posts before... )


i guess i don't need to mention they are all yaoi....
well if i remermber more i might write down more...
of course other parings as well~

well
2 that i can remember for PruCan
( though i'm not really a fan of this pairing since i prefer Pru as the bottom one... )

" Maple and Birds "
" We make our own "


oh and "Tendrils of Time" has a rather interesting plot...
sadly i never see it getting continued....
and i kind of gave up on it....

8.5.... well around 3 months and uhh... 3 more weeks? till Aug 25

right
yesterday
did landing for 1-3 may for flight deck crew
and transfered some ground rosters for flightdeck till end of dec 2012
and uhh....??

lol i think that's it



ravi just told me
that the name order are wrong
as well as there's some missing passport numbers
name order as in
-> Jason Tay; Tay as first name, Jason as last name
which is supposed to be the opposite
never did those kindof changes before..
and there's the recency dates that also needed to be rushed out...
*sigh*

oh
if you're ok with reading some Nazi , yaoi boy on boy porn,
check out "cecil CUT " hetalia fanfiction on fanfiction.net?
i think the story is quite interesting towards the last 3 chapters
well last chapter is rather uhh.. fluffy so i  didn't really liked it..
but when they talked about what happened to England....
it's... well his condition is exciting~


there's another story 'doppelganger'
which deals with Dark nations attacking nations
this idea kinda scares me
when i think of my own....

anyways
the story
one part i loved it
dark ones are stronger than normal ones,
and they have red eyes~

well
Prussia/Gilbert is an albino
and i had so much laughter when both appear together with red eyes
and they started comparing how awesome they are
even Gilbird couldn't distinguish them!!!
well
the battle was awesome
HURRAY TO THE AWESOME PRUSSIA~~~!!!!!


Record #1: eating cup noodles for dinner 3 days straight

let's see how long i can keep this up da~

and one more thing
if you care uhh... to drop me a message or something like that....




    please tell me where i can learn russian and german, be it in Singapore, or in the internet!!!




learning by myself, these 2 languages is quite hard...
since there's isn't anime like Japan....
oh wait
or maybe something related to anime,
but in german or russian
thanks for all the helps in advance~

rebooted computer

this weekend
went to my cousin 's house on st to get my com fixed due to some buzzing sound
ended up rebooting the whole com
yet problem still not solved.
and neither is my cough and flu
sucks
sunday slept through and played final fantasy viii
yea it's an old school game
but i like it
and i don't care if you don't
it has the best musics ever

last friday
finished some ground duties for flight deck till the july
and checking flight deck's passport expiries

today will be working with ernita
to check on the recency's expiry dates
since there's mismatch between geneva and rocade
and we have to watch from both geneva and rocade, their license files as well as their recencies' info
to know which expiry date is correct.
sucks
need to refer to 4 things for one person


ps: aww my russiacat and prussiacat shimejis are sitting together~~ 2 pairs of them sitting together somemore~~
how cute~~

and uhh
rain's pretty ok this morning
but i don't like the big wind

check out ' we make our own ' PruCan story for me? quite interesting in my opinion though i'm not really a fan of PruCan. talks about family life of them in secret for 9 years, including some children~


recently getting really into RusUk, because it just seem so interesting.
i even found a story where it's RusAme and Uk's their child
i think it's called ' alternate universe' , can't really remember
but it gets on my nerves whenever i read and got so into it and it ends off at a cliffhanger
just like ' immortal kiss' which is RusPru pairing
i really loved that story, since it's about vampires and such
but the update's....uhh.. slow... and i tend to forget the story, or that somehow my interest will slowly seep away....

just a question after reading so much fanfiction
what if a personafication doesn't like his country?
never seen a fanfiction with that kind of plot.
ok maybe my idea won't be supported
but it's just ... been sticking in my head for too long
yea
i might try to write something along those lines
but i seriously have no idea whatsoever
we'll see how

ah i need a cup of expresso....
and no one i know is here yet
yea so i still got some free time
though i haven't updated my log book for like... 6 weeks?
i don't feel like doing it today anyways
and i'm really sleepy.

oh i saw this yesterday on facebook
people who say more of 'i'm bored' are more likely to die of heart attack / stroke
well i guess i wont' live long then~
since i say it minimally 5 times a day....
no wait
i mean 'i'm sleepy'

and uhh...
i wonder when's my LO coing to see me
and july 1st is my JLPT L4 test...
i can pass that...
90% confidence hahas...
ahh damn
the rain's making me sleepy...

oh well
i'll slack for a while more
then i'll see what i can do.

TGIF

ok
finally
after i changed my computer
i can finally upload some thing
at least acer's better than dell in this sense/...
or maybe that com is just old

i'm still not used to this laptop
i need to press harder on the keyboard to trigger the alphabets...
and it's loger in breadth than length
and they keyboard's arrangement is different from mine
which made me quite uncomfortable
though i prefer old computer's screen resolution
i can't complain much now that i can on my shimeji and listen to youtube.

yesterday
data entry
there's a list of the flight crew's recency documents,
so after finish filing them all in their own files
i had 19 pages of all their document listing with their check and expiry date
make a guess?
i had to crosscheck the dates according to Geneva
or was it Rocade
just cross checking and making a note whenever there's a difference in the dates
so i've done like... 14 pages...
so i guess i'll be doing it till lunch to finish up everything
and we'll see what i'll be doing later.

right
yesterday lunch
i finally knew what's with my sudden outburst of pimples
i've been eating clams
and each spaghetti has around 10 of them
and i ate at least 3 times this past 3 weeks
makes sense~
shall cut down on that

?
there's blood on my finger....
when did i get cut?
my cold turned worse
sneezing out green ones
and i'm starting to have cough
at least it's weekends tomorrow
i might be able to get slightly better
if my brother doesn't cough as much as he did

Mag says she's bringing clothes
can't wait to see
i bet nothing is my type
ohohoho~~

i miss the meeting room
the temperature,
the privacy
and the fun and laughter and freedom we had to chat with each other as and when we want
kinda


oh yea
check out
' Death is Cheap ' by Klei on fanfiction.net
warning: yaoi, RussiaAmerica / AmericaRussia smut, from russian roulette to skinned alive to hanging~~~ etc lol
but the idea of either one of them dying every chapter just because they're immortal and can keep testing out ways to die
actually it's kind of exciting i have to say.......
ps: i have the idea of trying out russian roulette someday....

test test

damn now i can finally post my blog...
i haven't been able to do that for the past 3 days.

-----

( supposed to post yesterday about the day before )


right
monday i tried to update twice after i fucked up something
and this stupid blog wouldn't let me save my updates
and yea
even  though the problem's gone
it still doesn't change the fact that i'm still sad and mad over it
well it's my fault
but i did as what i always did
since no one told me anything
yea so it's my fault
but i suppose 4/5 hours straight of playing audition helped alot

today's my dad's birthday
and well
that's it?

my right eye hurts
have no idea what's wrong
haven't seen a mirror at all
feels as though somthing's poking it
but i rubbed and nothing came out

right
monday after the fucked up
i did the recency
which is something like updating  the flight deck crew's documentations
like when they took their aircraft rotation or line check thingy
and when they expire
then check back their roster till last day of april

so today i have no idea what we were supposed to do.
only Jason's here, Samuel flew off to Phuket, and Daniel had the day off, and Ryan's last day was on Monday so he's no longer working in Jetstar
i doubt Jason would know what we were supposed to do
since he isn't here on Monday
but now that the flight ops people started using Rocade (i suppose)
i really.... wait
i think we were supposed to check roster
but instead of editing Rocade, we need to edit Geneva instead
but my Geneva account is a aread only account
only Jason has the account to be able to make changes and i haven't any of those kind of accounts
oh and we might need to change the flight timings
but that's in Rocade.... are the flightops people doing it i wonder...
i might be doing tech logs then...
since there's still alot and Ryan, the main person in charge, is gone...

ok i've finished blabbering
and i'm bored now
haven't updated my logbook for like 5 weeks...
i might need to do so soon....
if should my liaison officer comes to Jetstar to check on me..
ahh this sucks

i want to laze around more....



--------------

and for yesterday

i moved table~~
from the meeting room to the main flight ops room
and i'm using margarita's table since she's on maternity leave
well i don't complain
the aircon 's cool
behind me i can see the sky train entering terminal 1
what else can i request~?

so i was running around everywhere,
entering the details of people into Rocade
and filing the recency documentations into files.
quite tedious since one person has a file
but at least it's neat.

yea i  ran from flight ops to cabin, to flight ops, to main office-HR then back to flight ops, then cabin and flight ops
tired out.
Mag says she's gonna pass me some of her new clothes that she doesn't wear
i doubt i can wear
she's 10cm taller than me...

guo ji jiao yi suo, the tv show yesterday
hell yeah the romanian and the israeli ( < is this correct? ) were so entertaining~!!!
seems like next week the american and japanese are coming back~
though there's a new british lady, i do hope the spanish lady comes back too....
but the 'class' will be too big...
i don't think it's a problem though
ok update later.