3 more hours to America's Independence day!!
Happy Birthday America~!!

yesterday
did landing
changed some tags for captains
did revisions
checked for missing duties

had 2 hours of sleep thanks to my bro
well in the end it's still my fault no matter who say what
fine
since morning mom been nagging me for every single shit i did
and i walked out of the house
feeling so refreshed
i wanna cut myself.

i wonder do people wash the blade after cutting.
time for more research
i really wonder why i was born.
no matter how hard i think
i cant find a good point about myself,
and neither can i find something that i have done that is good
and i dont think i have talent in anything
plus i'm lazy and i know it but i cant change it...
i should just go die
is my though everyday when i leave my house.
recently my suicidal thoughts are getting too imaginative..