98 more days

ok
so yesterday
edited the roster
did the landing from 8 may till 16may
i don't think i'll do landing...
since it's only like for a day?
might as well wait till next monday
so that i can easily edit them
and the recencies are all doone

so now i'm going to edit the roster in Geneva till Ernita gets here to tell me what to do

i do know that this weekend i'll need to rush out all the reflections....
*sigh*


Daniel's leaving for Thailamd
so he stop working today at 4.30
to catch the 6pm flight
and he'll back next tuesday
Jason isn't here today
i do hope he'll be here next week
i don't want to dine with Mag alone...
she's really...vain...
and it makes me awkward and uncomfortable....

toilet near to our office is under maintainence
so had to use the one down the other end
wasted 15 mins
but the cleaner there is scary
both time i went in she was cleaning
and her look was like


"you better not dirty the place else i'll hack your head off"


scary.
i don't like her.
i thought about my remaining months in Jetstar
will i become like Gavin?
( the contractor of Rocade from England )
he was pretty much alone eating his lunch for his remaining... uhh 1~2 weeks?
since the China girl went back before him
it'd suck
to eat alone
since i don't really eat when i'm alone

oh right
what made me have this thought
1. Daniel's pilot course is starting
2. Samuel's leaving Jetstar again for his Europe trip
3. while Jason may be here in flight ops, i might change department
4. i don't know much people from other office and i don't even talk to the 2 other interns...


ahh
this is so frustrating....

how many more days do i have till the end?
98 more days
which means 14 more weeks
equals to 3.2 more months

wait
i'm not even halfway through my internship?!
......
someone tell me why do we need a frickin 6 months of internship with only 2 leaves and tons of reflections to write?

news # 1:
i'm sick and coughing with runny nose again
damn
i really wanted to sleep more
plus it's raining in the morning today


jason's sick and vomitting
so he won't be here
damn why do i have only 2 off days....


right
the tv show on culture yesterday,
they were focusing on language
so the german was saying about some of their longer than normal words
eg:
(i took picture from the TV )

rind fleische mketien nm üßer wallaungs aufgaben üßentragu migesete

something like that
damn i tried researching but i can't find the correct one
he wrote it on a white board
but all his alphabets seemed to be small and close
yea
can't really figure out anything
sad
i need to learn german soon

yesterday worked till the end of "s"

so today i'll do from "T" till the end
then checking roster
and do the landings

ranting warning.

ok yesterday
i guess it's going to be a routine till the end of this week
so i check the roster for 10may till 14may
and i did the FO recency checking from A till end of K

so today i'm checking on 13may till 16 may
and i'll start from L and i'll see where i end lol

anyway
yesterday
i ps my parents and went home first
yea i called my mum
asking her where she want to meet me at since she's coming to the airport
then she yelled at me
things like " how should  i know?!"
and i seriously don't think that i did anything wrongly
and she hung up on me

then i waited for her... around half an hour at the mrt
but she never called me and neither did i see her
weird because she knows at lease the airport since she was the one who brought me around before i started work
and i was so tired
so i called her and said that i'll go home first since i was really tired and my legs are in pain
yes
the darned shoes
too tight
and i got yelled

and when she got back home
she started yelling at me again
saying that i'm heartless
and what?
ah
she shouldn't never trust me
( not like she ever did anyway )

for her case it's like
even if i did 10 things good
she'll still find one fault
and use that as a excuse to scold me
oh right
not scold
it's called "telling me"
awesome "telling me"
and she needed to "tell me" at least 5 times
and awesomely it's 100% all my fault

life has never gotten any more awesome

now i guess it's time for me to buy a penknife
i had one when i was a kid
but it ended up with my dad using it in his workplace

hmm and i have a strange virus (?) on my computer
apparently i cannot open my folders
since they're all replaced with "shortcuts"
an error saying some RECYCLER cannot be located so i have to rename or type the name properly and try again
blahblahblah

rp's gotten way more fun since last night
i've rp-ed enough on top
rp the bottom is surprisingly quite embarrassing
since i can't really describe well as much as i can imagine it...
ah well but it's fun changing position~

countdown
100 more days till the end of my internship


ps: yesterday noon ate chicken salad from Polar Cafe
and i didn't need to eat dinner.
i should keep this up~

Finally!

wah
finally can update
thank you my friend for helping me.
at least i can update my blog.
i'm not gonna say what happened
i feel like ranting but partly it's my fault
oh well
75%
sadly i forgot what i did on friday,
as in really
i forgot.

i can't really update in my house
since after work i go home
i only use my computer for half an hour
and i'm already damned tired.
yea

yeaterday..
right
yeaterday since i couldn't surf the net
i ended up chionging and finished uhh all captains - 2 of them
uhhh i mean their recency checking
yea and i worked like a dead ghoul
working working and not talking at all
my colleague's saying that i look like i'll pass out from loss of blood coz my face was so pale..
i wonder why...
i ate beehoon with 5 side dishes too...
and of course i finished them all up...


so today i'll start on the FOs
( oh god please tell me i can at least post this and surf the net
da i won't play games )

uhh..but either way
my parents are coming to airport
and i'm meeting up with them for dinner.


oh right
weekend
saturday went to some golf country club place to celebrate early mothers' day with my grandma
and sunday went to J Cube's Kungfu Paradise to celebrate with my ma

seriously i wanted to buy her flowers
damn my sleep...
i promptly had a siesta when i tried so hard not to
and ended up having no time to buy
and when i see some other mothers having flowers in their hands
i felt so guilty.
well my bro and i treated the whole family dinner
but i really wanted to buy chocos and flowers for my mum
serious
even right now i still regret not going to buy for her...

update on log book:
i haven't done any update since... 5 weeks ago?
this is bad...

Pre Mothers' day...&...Tom Lehrer...

did the same as the day before,
checking the recencies and passport info etc etc for capt from D till end K or J...
Ernita went out on a meeting halfway
so i ended up transferring data from Rocade to Geneva for may, captains
but it lagged....
and all i did for an hour or so....
were gone....


today we'll probably continue the same,
and we might finish the captains today...
i doubt we can start on FOs today...
yea
Sunday's mothers' day
and yesterday my mum was like

"do you know Mothers' Day is this coming Sunday?"

and i was like

"Yea? ( i know )"

and she stood in front of my room for another 2~3 mins or so
and then left sighing

did i do something wrong?

should i have like...

" OF COURSE! YOU SHOULD TOTALLY LOOK FORWARD TO IT KESESESE!!!! "

but that's my imagined response
well maybe not "kesesese"

and
no updates on fanfictions
i started reading "Soluble" again
maybe when i read new ones i'll update

and
uhh
try listening to

tom lehrer's lobachevsky

totally hooked up to the song!

link : http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HfjFnjWjDOI

well then

his "masochism tango" is awesome as well!!

link: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TytGOeiW0aE

ok that's it for now
if i can find more interesting things to write,
i'll update again~